Wednesday, November 30, 2005
YOYO!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARRYL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hee..getting older=getting mature?!!!haha..hope so...and hey..hope you are getting happier and happier day by day...say "NO" to depression..say "NO" to *sigh-ing* and blablabla...hee...
and yuppy..friends..i am going back tmr..will still be updating blog but i cant be able to view the blog there..only can come to blogger.com but not blogspot.com..so yeah..if anyone of you wanna tell me anything..send me a mail through msn?hee..really sorry for the inconvenience..hee..hmmhmm..remember i told u all about the problem i am afraid of?if you don't..i talk about it here again ba..hmm..the 3rd audition is on 13th right..which is just 1 week+++ later..the problem comes as i dunno if my dad will allow me to come back for the audition..if i really cant..i will be disqualify bcs of my absence..so friends..if i am not coming back..i will post it here..haiz...HOPE THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN..GOD BLESS ME=)
oh yeah!*I promise i wont eat until so FAT and kanna "suan" by someone again..and i will definitely make sure i practice for the 3rd audition EVERYDAY..if i don't...kick me beat me and slap me..lolx...-_-..
haha..
hmm...if i really really cannot make it(either unable to come back or i get kick out) i wont be sad..coz i've been through 2 auditions already..should be satisfy now..hee..HOWEVER..i don't wish that to happen la..i guess you all also don't want to see that happen right?hee..so lets JIAYOU TOGETHER...for me: study hard and practice hard..for you all:study hard and play hard..
ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and dont forget to do homework..hee..
Take good care of yourselves ok?
-=looking forwards to 13th Dec=-
Shuxian flew into your heart at [12:26 AM]
Sunday, November 27, 2005
YOYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEIHUA!!!!!hehe..so happy for you and heard that u all really enjoy today right?hee...so..what to say?wish ur wishes can come true,may not be all but at least the one u want the most..hee..and hope you can stay cheerful no matter what..the one who made you cry isn't the one you are looking for..so IGNORE him!^-^
hee..anyway..here comes my good news...should be GYSS's good news too ba....SIEWPING AND I went through the 2nd audition successfully AGAIN!!!hee..cooL~didnt expect to get into the 3rd round as siew ping sings 1st and then my turn comes..i thought the judges will kick me out after singing..but they asked me to sing another song as i was too nervous when i was singing the 1st song..the *gan qing* i put in wasnt tat much..so they asked me to close my eyes and sing another song again..yuppy..sang *ji de*..the one which can show my feeling towards tat blablabla matter...so yuppy..the judges started to joke with me about my TOOTH again..-_-..nice joke?haha..they are really friendly..hee..then after tat...they all asked me to look at the light..and *DING DONG DING DONG*.."gong xi ni"..haha..i was like..WOW..so excited..hee..thank them and walk out of the room..took the lift down to the waiting area and ms ang is just there..hahaa..*HUGs*..haha..Siewping and i got in together..haha..got the form and listen to the instruction again..and peggy's dad kept asking me questions...-__-...oh btw..her dad is there too as peggy's sister got into the 2nd round..but i guess her chance for getting into the 3rd audition should be 0.1%..if you hear the way she sings..i guess you may even think tat there's just 0.00000000001%'s chance for her..serious..the 0.000000000001% is bcs of her "fashion" hairstyle and make up..............since this is campus superstar..why did she make up until so jialat..-_-..terrible...-_-...kind of afraid of those gals who always put heavy make up on their faces..some may really look nice but some don't......
so here comes the updated news for the 3rd audition which SHOULD be the last audition before waiting for ppl to vote on tv le..
DATE: 13th December
Time:12pm starts(should be,or may be a bit later)
Venue:J8..most probably the same place for the 1st audition
yuppy..so this time round should be seeing *ren qi* le ba..not sure whether it is..but most probably is...hee..
*jojo,are u sure you will be making banner but not BANNERS?lolx..(just joking)
hmmhmm..yupp..i will be going back to China on 30th Nov and Hope that i can be back for the 3rd audition ba..since the chance is already getting nearer and nearer..if i give up on it..tats really *lang fei* le..hmm...so yuppy..thanks for those friends who sms me or chatting with me on msn and oicq today..thanks for ur encouragement too..without u all's encouragement..i may not be able to make it today...thanks=)
so..gtg...will come back to update again if theres any interesting things happen..a big *THANK YOU* too all of you for reading tis blog and everything...hee...nitenitez....TAKE CARE!!!!!!!^-^
once again...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEIHUA!!!(sorry,i know i am very naggy...heee)
Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:39 PM]
Saturday, November 26, 2005
hmmhmm...went to ms ang's house to get some vcds from her for the 2nd audition tmr..jiale(her nephew) looks HIGH today..haha..normally he will start beating you when he sees you...but today is rather different..play with me instead..haha..^-^CUTE^-^..likes him a lot..haha..
hmm...although i got a few songs in my mind..but haiz..i seriously dunno what to choose...didnt even practice enough for the past few days..just because that qiqi's exam is coming..and i got to =X when shes in the room..-_-..and now,shes quarrelling with me again..this is all because of something happened few days ago..she told nainai that i dun want to borrow my comp to her and do her assignment(her laptop's charger got some probs,n now its fixed)..but what happened was..she came into the room the night before(around 00.35am) and she asked,"when are you going to sleep"..and i am not a person who will sleep so early normally right..so i told her.."its just 12plus now,how will i be sleeping at this time" and then..she went out of the room and went to another room to watch tv..and the 2nd time she came into the room is around 1.25am,so i told her "if you need to use the comp to do assignment,use it then"..and what she said was "dont need already,i go to jonathan's house to do it tmr.."
ok fine..so its she doesnt want to use already,so i continued to use la..and then,the next day,nainai called me and asked why didnt i let her use my laptop since hers got problem..gosh..how am i going to explain to her?is like,when the 1st time she came in,she didnt even mention about that..and the 2nd time she came in i did ask her whether she wants to use it right..she went to watch tv and when she came back,its already 1.25am,what can i say about it?even if i explain,she still thinks that i kept using until that time and then ask her if she wants to use..$%^&*&^%$%^&...........and furthermore,she couldnt finish her assignment,so she asked me to key in something from the book for her..and its like 3 pages long,there are 8 points together and i helped her to key in 6 points already,and i really have to make use of some time to choose the song right?so i told her to key in the last two points by herself..in the end,she just got angry for no reason...$%^&*&^%...its not that i didnt help,i help her to key in 2/3 of it already..and yet she *FA PI QI* and slam the door...dotz...AND GUESS what..SHE CAME AND TOLD ME THAT THOSE THINGS SHE ASKED ME TO KEY IN IS WRONG,SHE DIDNT USE IT...-_-...forget it............haiz...
hmm..tomorrow is the day..it decides whether my one and only dream can come true...haha..but I AM STILL CHOOSING THE SONG...-_-and somemore i cant even sing it out..i doubt whether i can make it tmr...if someone is here..i am sure i will have 1000% confidence in it..lolx..but he just isnt there and will never be there..so stop dreaming..lets start singing... LALALA~~~LALALA~~~peeping through the window what will ppl say..if you wanna chi xiang jiao...do a proper way...LALALALALALALA~~~~
wan an......friends...all the best to myself and to MEIHUA coz her birthday is coming SOON...really SOON ok?prepare ur presents..lolx...kkz..nitez...=)
Shuxian flew into your heart at [9:40 PM]
haa..what am i doing behind..lolx
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [2:50 AM]
meihua,val,ling ling and me!
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [2:49 AM]
the day we went for getting our number tag..
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [2:48 AM]
女孩终于 鼓起勇气对男孩说："我们分手吧"
男孩问：「为什么？」
女孩说："倦了，就不需要理由了"
一个晚上 男孩只抽烟不说话 女孩的心也越来越凉
"连挽留都不会表达的情人 能给我什么样的快乐？"
过了许久 男孩终忍不住说：「怎么做你才能留下来？」
女孩慢慢地说： "回答一个问题，如果你能答到我心里就答案，我就留下来。"
"比如我非常喜欢悬崖上的一朵花，而你去摘的结果是百分之百的死亡，你会不会摘给我？"
男孩想了想说：「明天早晨告诉你答案好吗？」
女孩的心顿时灰了下来 ……………………
早晨醒来，男孩已经不在 只有一张写满字的纸压在温热的牛奶杯下 第一行，就让女孩的心凉透了
「亲爱的，我不会去摘,但请容许我陈述不去摘的理由, 你只会用电脑打字 却总把程序弄得一塌糊涂,然后对着键盘哭,我要留着手指给你整理程序,你出门总是忘记带钥匙,我要留着双脚跑回来给你开门,酷爱旅游的你,在自己的城市里都常常迷路,我要留着眼睛给你带路,每月（好朋友）光临时,你总是全身冰凉，还肚子疼,我要留着掌心温暖你的小腹,你不爱出门,我担心你会患上自闭症,我要留着嘴巴躯赶你的寂寞,你总是盯者电脑,眼睛给糟蹋得已不是太好了,我要好好活着,等你老了,给你修剪指甲,帮你拔掉让你懊恼的白发,拉着你的手,在海边享受美好的阳光和柔软的沙滩,告诉你一朵朵花的颜色,像你青春的脸… 所以,在我不能确定有人比我更爱你以前,我不想去摘那朵花…」
女孩泪滴在纸上 形成晶莹的花朵,抹净眼泪，
女孩继续往下看： 「亲爱的 如果你已经看完了 答案还让你满意的话 请你开门吧 我正站在门外 手里提着你最喜欢吃的鲜奶面包…」
女孩拉开门,看见他的脸,紧张得像个孩子,只会把拧着面包的手在她眼前晃 …我想这就是爱情或者生活,被幸福平静的包围时,一些平凡的爱意,总被渴望激情和浪漫的心忽略爱！
在双方引起的许多个微不足道的动作里， 从来就没有固定的模式,只有爱 可以是任何一中平淡无奇的形式 花朵、浪漫,不过是浮在生活表面的浅浅点缀！ 在它们的下面才是我们真正的生活
Shuxian flew into your heart at [2:11 AM]
有一对情侣，男的非常懦弱，做什么事情之前都让女友先试。女友对此十分不满。 一次，两人出海，返航时，飓风将小艇摧毁，幸亏女友抓住了一块木板才保住了两人的性命。女友问男友："你怕吗？"男友从怀中掏出一把水果刀，说：怕，但有鲨鱼来，我就用这个对付它。"女友只是摇头苦笑。 不久，一艘货轮发现了他们，正当他们欣喜若狂时，一群鲨鱼出现了，女友大叫：'我们一起用力游，会没事的！"男友却突然用力将女友推进海里，*扒着木板朝货轮了,并喊道："这次我先试！"女友惊呆了，望着男友的背影，感到非常绝望。鲨鱼正在靠近，可对女友不感兴趣而径直向男友游去，男友被鲨鱼凶猛地撕咬着，他发疯似地冲女友喊道："我爱你！" 女友获救了，甲板上的人都在默哀，船长坐到女友身边说："小姐,他是我见过最勇敢的人。我们为他祈祷！"不，他是个胆小鬼。"女友冷冷地说。 "您怎么这样说呢？刚才我一直用望远镜观察你们，我清楚地看到他把你推开后用刀子割破了自己的手腕。鲨鱼对血腥味很敏感，如果他不这样做来争取时间，恐怕你永远不会出现在这艘船上.....
hmm..when you seriouly love someone deeply,are you willing to sacrify for her/him?you can have 2 choices..yes or no..but i am sure that if that person really loves you as deep as you love her/him,he/she will never allow you to die for him/her..
Shuxian flew into your heart at [2:03 AM]
女孩问“下辈子，你想做男生，还是女生？”
男孩想了想“你呢，你先选，然后留下的那个答案就是我的答案？”
女孩想了想“我啊，我还是要做女生”
男孩笑了笑说“呵呵，你选了女生，那我还是男生好了！”
女孩很好奇，“为什么我选下的答案会是你的答案啊？”
男孩说“懒猪（女孩的外号），你不是说要赖着傻猪（男孩的外号）一辈子吗？这段感情除非你先放弃，否则我绝不退出，我不只要我们这辈子
在一起，下辈子，下下辈子都在一起！”
女孩知道一辈子是好长好长，要让一段感情不变质的永远存在好难好难，但是她听了好感动。
女孩问“什么东西都让我先选吗？”
男孩回答“恩”
女孩调皮的说“这辈子老天重男轻女，它把什么优点都给了你，什么缺点都给了我，下辈子，我要跟你换换，把你的优点都给我，包括你那会读书的大脑，帅气的外貌，会唱歌的嗓子！”
男孩楞了一会说“啊~不会吧？那我不是浑身缺点了啊？”
听了这个回答，女孩心想“哼，还说什么喜欢我，还说什么疼我，分我几个优点都不肯，前面说的好听，看来我感动的太快了，现在狐狸尾巴露出来了”
男孩接着，小心翼翼的问“如果，我们真的换了，我是个浑身缺点的男生，你~，你还会喜欢上我吗？”
这时，女孩在心里为自己的任性，小心眼感到羞愧，男孩不是不肯跟她换优点，原来是怕倒时候女孩看不上他，原来他是这么在乎女孩的啊！”
女孩的嘴角感觉到一种咸咸的味道，她知道，那叫幸福的眼泪！
anyway,this is from www.qq.com=)
will have more to share with you all if i come across any..hee..
Shuxian flew into your heart at [1:59 AM]
放弃我是你一生的错，你现在也许没感到。但是总有一天你会后悔！
你真是个大坏蛋，我现在非常非常的恨你，恨不得冲到你家去杀你！
非要真让我生气，骂你没良心你才开心吗？你真的不是普通的*货！
他X的，我这辈子，再说一句爱你就天打雷劈,不得好死,万剑穿心！
就算只剩你.这一个男人了,我也不会再正眼瞧你。我藐视你的人格！
鬼才爱过你，你以为，我以前真的很爱你吗?少臭美了!我都在耍你！
哪怕你得癌症，还剩下最后一天,我也不会同情你，因为,是你活该！
就算一辆卡车在我面前撞倒你，我也不会送你去医院！你浪费氧气！
你的个子虽然很高，但是你却是八字腿，你以为不说我就不知道吗！
尽管，我们认识这么久没吵过几次架，就以为我很迁就你这坏蛋吗！
其实从一开始我就是在玩弄你呢！所以你离开了我却一点都不伤心！
死过来让我揣你几脚，我心情不好就拿你出气你还很开心。I服了U!
你我就算有一个人挂了，也肯定是你先挂！我每天都在做小人打你
当我没钱花时，以前居然舍不得用你的钱，我真后悔极了！是够傻！
上次有外遇时，我真后悔没让你看到。没能刺激你的自尊我真懊悔！
爱以停机欠费这么土的网名也只有你想得出来，你的智商停在五岁！
你说止住我流泪的办法是用唇吻干。你真是男人中最最恶劣的一个！
还好过去我没让你占到便宜，否则我就亏大了。真是极度感到万幸！
也不想想你那尊容，带出去我都感到丢人。以前逛街我是怎么活的！
臭骂你也不能解我心头之气你知道为什么吗？我觉得你受伤得不惨！
算了！骂你只是浪费我的口水，对你这种人我不值得也没那个必要！
以为离开我就没人再追我了吗？我的人气都可以和小甜甜相提并论！
你死开，越远越好！再让我见你一次骂一次，我的脾气你应该了解！
你是你我是我，以后我们一刀两断。老死不相往来，否则就是王八！
就算是你再跪在我的面前，我也不会心软原谅你，你就有这么虚伪！
打死我也不会再帮**妈买一根毛线，那毛衣穿在你身对我是污辱！
一对一单挑，我也和**妈吵过，**真的是很没素质欺负小女生！
结果生下你这个更加恶劣的坏蛋，这叫上粱不正下粱歪，果然如此！
偷窃犯罪判刑半年，你还有什么坏事干不出来？亏我当年是瞎了眼！
去年下课后你第一个跑出教室那次，还记得原因吗？让我来告诉你！
我在最不爽的时候都喜欢在你的午饭里放泻药。蹲在侧所里想什么？
死都不可能想到我比你更恶劣吧？每次想起这事我都会大声的狂笑！
不过可你再也没有机会报仇了，所以我才告诉你**。你气死了吗？
其实原来我还有点内疚，不过现在感觉非常之良好！我又在狂笑了！
彻底谅解我当初的行为吧。不然你真的这辈子都忘不了我我会惭愧！
骗你的，你见过我对你露出惭愧的表情吗？就算是有也是装出来的！
你的错！谁让你抢在我说分手前说分手的？这就是报应，你的明白？
得了！我以经对你不感兴趣了。以后别再缠着我，否则我找人扁你！
忘了我吧！我觉得你好像有点快崩溃的症状。你这回肯定是真伤了！
朋友们都说我们是天生的一对地设的一双，呸！你还真是配不上我！
我体重关你屁事，这叫丰满。你却天天要我减肥，我**受够你了！
说你新新人类还不如说你像街边的鸭子，小太保的死样我看了就烦！
你说再来一次，你是不是依旧被我欺负得这么惨呢？想知道答案吗？
死过来再揣你几脚！你真是愚蠢！再来一万次你也照样死在我手里！
你就好好的反省你自己到底是错在哪里吧！我不会再告诉你答案了！
说什么？你想自杀？你真的不是男人。我才欺负你不到两年就想死！
死了？那我就住口。我可没兴趣对着一个死人浪费唇舌。你安息吧！
yuppy..this letter ends here..but i guess you haven't spot out the meaning of it yet...so..read the 3rd word of every sentence...you will find another story..（我也希望自己能鼓起勇气对你这么说）
its from www.qq.com too..
Shuxian flew into your heart at [1:53 AM]
Thursday, November 24, 2005
our neoprint!
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [12:47 PM]
friends forever..hee
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [12:47 PM]
haha..
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [12:46 PM]
merry christmas!
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [12:46 PM]
weird weird hairstyle..lol
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [12:46 PM]
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
haiz..went out this whole afternoon and travelled from here to there..
1.Bugis
went there together with jojo by taking bus 57,and guess what..we don't know where to alight..haha..but luckily we asked the bus driver on time and i remembered how to walk there(raftly know coz mdm brought me there before,last time acc him to bai bai and went to simlim for buying cds) well..reached the cd shop tat val mentioned..uh oh..they only sell CDs..no VCD..then walked around the area and look for other cd shops..they said the album is too old le so don't have already..haiz..yeah lo..really a bit old le..i guess its about 5 or 6 years ago's album sia..haiz..
2.IKEA
went back to tpy(bought a karaoke vcd which has my 2nd choice in it) and met zixuan they all for their ncc thingy..then heard tat IKEA is selling quite a lot of christmas decoration things..so went there to take a look..yeah..really a lot..but -_-..none of them is what they are looking for...then we walk to the opposite side,saw the thingy they wanted at guardian(OH MAN,TPY ALSO GOT GUARDIAN RIGHT),so they decided not to buy it there..so we came out..walked for a short distance as jojo said the mrt is there..but IT ISNT..so walk back to the shopping mall again..went out of the shopping mall as there is a bus stop there..we recognise none of the bus there(as in we dunno where does those buses go to)jojo went to asked the bus driver and he told us WALK "UP" AND TAKE 123,yeah..so we walked "up" for quite a "SHORT" distance and fainted..there isnt any bus called 123..after tat..decided to take 100 to the mrt station,but after the bus has travelled to another bus stop,we saw the bus number 123 there,diaoo..why we didnt see bus 123 is bcs we walked towards the wrong direction..so after 3 bus stops that have the bus 123,we alighted and wait for the bus..we were all wondering whether there is bus 123,and thought of many funny things like->what if the bus is not available for today? and blablabla...lol...and finally it came..so we took it to Orchard..saw meijuan and shangya on our way to far east,and then,saw adrian and elaine on our way to paragon..haha..frightened adrian as he was sms-ing and i suddenly stopped in front of them..lolx...went to heeren to look for the vcd i need while jojo they all went to paragon to buy their stuffs..i found the CD and i thought it was the VCD..was cheering in my heart but when i went to confirm it with the stuff of HMV..he said..its CD...haiz..so went to look for VCD at a corner(he told me that tats the place that has VCDs)almost seen every single one on the shelf but none of them is what i wanted..haiz..went to cine leisure with jojo they all after tat..looked around in Sambawang,there is one of FAN XIAO XUAN's dvd..but the song is not there..and guess what..tat dvd is like 5-6years old already(her 1st album) and its $49.90...omg..cant believe it..may be cds at tat time are more expensive?
since its not what i was looking for..we went off..took neoprints and grayson+dunno went off 1st as they are rushing home,so left with me ,jojo and zixuan..we walked all the way to orchard mrt as they want to go popular..haha..just nice tat there are 2 cd shops there..so i went in and look for it..haiz..still dun have............sobxxxxx...going to *beng kui* soon...HELPPPP...
yeah friends,i need your help seriously..if you all pass by any cd shop..pls go in and help me to look for 范晓萱FAN XIAO XUAN'S 《眼泪yan lei》's karaoke vcd for me ok?*Karaoke VCD..thanks a lot...i need it urgently by this Saturday..thanks again....
hmmhmm..so..gtg..will be goin to China Town and look for it tmr...god bless me..take care friends...thanks for reading..and thanks a lot if you all can help me to find that VCD..thanks...
anyway...STAY CHEERFUL EVERYONE...take good care and don't fall sick..its quite cold nowadays..zhao gu shen ti oh!!!^-^wan an^-^
Shuxian flew into your heart at [10:32 PM]
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
xianxian~
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xuan's new hairstyle
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by darryl
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closer view of xuanxuan...he was sweating like mad..lolx
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xuanxuan's hair is too long right?
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ah huang with rebond hair!
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christmas tree!
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sugi interviewing a guy who kept *yohoo yohoo* on the stage..lolx
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xuanxuan and theodore are behind..val and shuxian are Q-ing for the registration
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val and me(Q-ing for getting our number tag)
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
hmm..went for the audition for today...today's audition starts ard 10.30 ba..mr teo came and gave us moral supports..and ms ang of coz, meihua(thanks for acc-ing us these 2 days),elaine,adrian,jason,ruiming,zixuan(thanks xuan xuan for coming so early these 2 days),eunice,yuesheng,kenneth, cicillia, santono,ruby,zhenxiong and whoever went j8 to support us but i didnt mention here..coz i have short term memory..sorry..and thanks.. **minchang overslept..how could he..lolx..
hmm..the judges today are stricter than ytd ones..
some ppl really sing very well..stress..was very nervous when there are still 20 plus ppl in front of me..a gal went onto the stage and chose to gave up her chance..can see tat she was really nervous..wasted...Q-up for so long,and finally got the number tag..but at the moment she went onto the stage,she chose to give up..haiz..hope this wont happen to anyone anymore..
heyhey guess wat..they found out tat ms ang is our teacher and came to support us..so they ask junyang to come and *fang wen* her..omg..was so close to him..haha..ms ang shaked hand with him too..shes very excited about it..lolx..i am also excited..lolx..got the chance to talk to him..haha..
hmmhmm..when i went onto the stage..i was really nervous..unlike last time,wear contact lens today..so can see the ppl there pretty clear..i am not sure whether i look nervous but i just realised tat i didnt tell them my number!luckily they are not tat sacarstic like chong qing they all,didnt ask me to tell them my number instead of reading it themselves..phew..and when i am self-introducing,i paused after saying "jin tian wo yao chang de shi..." coz i was too nervous tat i even forgot wat am i going to sing...haha...after tat..sang the song i wrote on the form ----->*yue ding* at 1st..the *ding ding* sound stops me after i have been singing for about 5 or 6 sentences..there are 3 judges in front of me..i can see the one on my right doesnt like my voice,but DJ chen li yi SEEMED telling her tat she thinks tat i sing pretty well,i was.."oh my goodness..can they make their decision quickly?standing on the stage without doing anything but looking at ppl below...so embarrass"..after 30seconds or so,chen li yi asked me to sing another song again..my mind went blank..but luckily i can memorise the lyrics of some songs..so i chose to sing *yong qi* as tat lyric is rather similar to how i feel at some particular period..hmm..i was worrying tat i couldnt manage to reach the highest pitch..but luckily, i did it..then they *ding ding*..and discuss again..it made me feel even worse..after 15s..i hear the *ding dong ding dong* sound..and i heard a round of applause and cheering sound...........i cant believe it..............................
then..thank them and walk back to where we came from, along the way,ms ang,meihua and elaine they all congrate me and shake hand..hee..then gave val a big hug..really excited at the time..when i am about to reach the place for registration,cicillia and santono were at the exit and congrate me..i guess ppl surely think tat "diaoo..whos she..got junyang to interview,teachers and frenz to shake hand with and hug with along the way.."..hmm..nainai and qiqi also congrate me and i heard a great news for me..nainai is going to change the time of my flight as my 2nd audition is on 27th..wow..i was like..really?????!!!!! haha..so happy..then stay there to wait for val and yanyu's turns...nainai and qiqi went home to get the air ticket..
val and yanyu sang well..but they didnt manage to get into the 2nd round..haiz..thought tat val and i can get in together so tat we can get the chance to perform together..this totally ruin my mood..didnt have dinner tonight..no appetite..
to yan yu and chen wei: don't be sad..practice more and good luck..
to val: jia you and good luck for other auditions in the future..don't cry anymore..there are still a lot of chances for you..ok?xiao hua must stay cheerful de k...u are sunshine xiao hua leh...*yang guang xiao hua*..so cheer up..and jia you!!!+i will work hard for the 2nd audition..wont disappoint you..
hmm..ok then..i guess i shall end this post here le..wat happened after the audition=>went to airport and changed the date..and my bro got fever and tats the reason for changing the date for the flight..luckily tat i'm able to change it..went to lorong 8 to have lunch and came home to get change..went to nainai's fren's house and also parkway to collect something..then came home..and online until now..yawnz...so tired...goodnight frenz..a big *thank you* for everyone who went to support me and also those who didnt go but send me sms..thanks..hope everyone can stay cheerful..and take a good rest..eunice's turn will come soon..lets pray for her...(surely will go j8 and support her de) so see ya then..nitenitez!!!^-^
Shuxian flew into your heart at [11:34 PM]
Saturday, November 19, 2005
yozzy frenz..haha..sorry for not updating my bloggy for so long..a bit lazy to type after signing in for the pass few days..so its not updated...
eh...went j8 for campus superstar audition today...gosh..the Q was so long tat i guess there were about more than 1000 students in front of us already..the audition starts at 10,so val and i went there at 10..and guess wat?those ppl who went to Q-up ard 8.30 happened to be the last few who will be taking the audition for the day..so..yuppy..my turn will be around 10-12pm tmr..got the number already..so dun have to go there so early tmr and wait for it..thanks to val's frenz...if not..i most probably cant make it as my flight will depart at 5.05 tmr..which means i have to go to airport latest by 3.30pm..and thanks to yanyu and chen wei who changed their number with me and now i jumped from 2492 all the way to 2470..so should be able to get it done before 3 ba..heard tat the judges will see how loud is the clapping sound for the particular person and then they will decide whether u get it or not..stress..wat if no one is goin there to support us...haha..cant make it..i haven choose wat song should i sing yet..am i crazy....dot dotz....
hmm..ms ang,theodore and zixuan went down to support us plus acc-ing us to Q..thanks a lot...hee..hopefully i wont disappoint u all tmr..gd luck to myself and everyone who is goin to take part tmr..jia you!
anyway..heard tat the 2nd audition is on 27th nov..which means.even if i got in..i also cant be back..haha..why must this happen to me sia..nvm..shal see tmr..i may not get it wat..sing until so nan ting..kns...
should i sing guardian angel?or fen shou kuai le?or yue ding?or xin dong? oh my god...i dun wan to go alreadyyyyyyyyyy..nono..cant..must jian chi...hmm..should i sing yong qi?hmm..hmm..-=thinking=-
btw..congrats to SIEW PING..got into the 2nd audition..gd for her..she really has the talent in singing..clapclapclap..to hongbin and the Randel or whoever..dun be sad..practice more..join project superstar in e future lo...remember..PRACTICE MORE...
so..gonna pack my things already..so heavy...#$%^&*&^%$...nitenite frenz...see u all in one month's time...wan an^-^
one more time...gd luck for me..hehe...
Shuxian flew into your heart at [10:36 PM]
Sunday, November 13, 2005
oh well..did the title attract u?haha..yeah..just in case this will seem short to u all as i really cant recall wat i wanted to say..plan to talk abt lots of things but it just "li brain chu zou" and dun think it will come back tat soon..haha..
hmm..let me think..
hmm..nothing much about ytd ba..coz i stay at home for the whole day..watched
and theres something i really want to tell this person..*u can joke at anytime but be sure you are not too much..yes..i can take it but some of the others cant..and i really cant stand you anymore..your jokes are just tat irritating to me now..how short my frenz are or how short i am is NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS..i am not angry with u as theres no necessary for me to get angry with you...However..you have to think about whether wat u did hurt the others(does tat relate to you when ppl take photos of themselves?didnt you take ur own photos?u even took ur naked photo and show them here and there..come on..who's more BIAN TAI...u better dont get too far..i am afraid tat i will throw my temper on you one day..i dun want to embarrass you in front of the others..*
hmm..suddenly thought of this-->if you treat the others whole-heartedly..ppl will treat u well too..being *FAKE* to ur frenz ruin the friendship you have..
phew..gonna to be another LONG post again?-_-..
ok..lets drop the topic..hmm..went out with ms ang and kaamun today..as usual..kbox..time really flies..hmmhmm..went to NTUC and met Jiale(Ms ang's nephew)..haha..he's cute and violent..kept *fighting* with kaamun and me..*fight* with him until we are tired..haha..and val came..she looks tired..we left NTUC after a while..Km and val went to bugis while i went to library and return the books for qiqi..and then..wait for qiqi at red circle about half an hour..went to Bata with her..wanted to buy sch shoes but i like none of them..the one i like is too big..haiz..gonna buy it another time or perhaps..go back to China and buy..anyway..i am going back on next sunday..hee..after the Campus Superstar's 1st Audition..Joel cant go and acc us as he's going to work..and guess wat?H cant send me to the airport bcs HE NEEDS TO WORK IN THE ZOO..take care of monkeys..haha..-=no comments=-
hmmhmm..before i end this post..lets congrats joel about his Kangakindom..he finally starts using it already..
oh yeah..Juria is sick..eh....sorry...i meant..Jon is sick..saw it from his nick..hopefully he's fine..take good care of yourself and hope u can get well soon..^-^
ok then...its already 1.03am..gtg and gosh..i still have to attend head start programme tmr..-=rushing off=-..nitez...
oo..frenz..stay cheerful no matter wat k?take care^-^
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
lalala...woke up rather late this morning..wanted to wear contact lens and in e end..it dropped from my finger..and -_-..guess wat?i cant find it until now..have been looking for it and yeah..i was late for lesson abt 2 minutes..luckily the lesson hasnt start yet..haiz..i guess i am feeling depressed again..for no reason..*weird*
chemistry and maths have been *making used* of my brain and drank up all my brain juice for the past few days..and i am still having 2 hour and 35minutes' MATHS lesson..
there's presentation for chemistry today..elaine's group and carling's group..haiz..actually i dun really understand wat are they talking abt..really confused..guess this saturday is my -=reading tb=- time le ba..
wanted to concentrate and do some revision for this week's lesson..but i cant i cant i cant..am i too depressed or am i too tired..cant even manage to sleep just now..=(
guess my hot temper is back again..easily irritated by anyone who talks to me..*control...........................*hope i didnt offend anyone tonight coz i feel tat i am either very *luo suo* or very *quiet* to some ppl..sorry abt tat...
hmm...may be my "aunt" is on her way to find me le..lolx..hello??this is NC 16..dun read this(i know this is impossible)..zixuan..stop laughing or -_-ing..lol
oh yeah..heard of xuanxuan and zi ang got into 3e3(same class again)..pure bio and combined chem +phy...haiz..wat to say..*envy* him very much..why is it this year's sec 3 dont have this ne..=(...but he's goin to appeal for goin to e4(the best class is e5)..may be he should re-consider again ba..pure chem and pure phy are really the *cruel killers*..it adds *RED* lines to ur report book..haha..not tat scary..tat only happened on me and some of my frenz..but getting into this class is really too stressful for me le..i dunno how long can i *endure* all these...if this continues next year..i will most probably gv up my higher chinese ba..coz higher chinese really wasted a lot of time..and it doesnt help me in chinese at all..although it can be used as my 1st language but sometimes i think its better for me to gv it up before i fail everything jus bcs of i got no time to study for the other subjects..*wei da ju zhao xiang*..haiz..
ok then..really have to sleep although i dun feel sleepy at all..
wan an frenz..take care and stay cheerfuL...=)
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@_@such a *tiring* day..phew..
woke up ard 5 plus as qiqi was still rushing her assignment at tat time,the keyboard sound woke me up..fall aslp again as i was really tired..but -_-..woke up ard 7.50 again as qiqi's hp kept ringing and tats bcs she was deleting ONE SINGLE message for every 5 min..gosh..which means i woke up for every 5 minutes..until i finally cant stand it(ard 8.30)..so asked her "wat is she doing" in a very angry tone..(i feel bad later on..coz today's her bday and i bcm the 1st who scolded her for her 23rd birthday-_-really cant control my temper when i am tired..got to change got to change...sorry-_-)later on..she turn on the silence mode..but by tat time..i've got to wake up and prepare for going back to sch le..haiz..today went out earlier than usual,but reached sch later than usual..lolx..
bought *ju hua cha* and drank it up within 2 minutes(sore throat) coz i got to rush to 4th floor and have my MATHS lesson AGAIN~haiz..everyday 1hour and 15 min's CHEMISTRY + 1 hour 15 min's MATHS..i wonder is there still brain juice left in my brain..lol..
today's chemistry practical is like..SUPER SUPER TERRIBLE..coz i broke a test tube when i am doing the experiment of calcium carbonate..i will never forget this man..so for everyone out there..dun ever allow LIME WATER flows into Calcium Carbonate...coz it BOOM!!!! immediately...ms tan's instruction wasnt tat clear..i know i was wrong to break the test tube but the problem is..she didnt even tell us not to heat it together with lime water from the beginning of the experiment lo..and she only told us all these precausions AFTER some of us broke the test tubes..yes..SOME of us..not ONLY me...so is it all our fault?=(...
bcs of the practical..chem lesson ended quite late..and we need to buy the HUGE BUGS BUNNY for qiqi..its from Joel,Fengyuan,Zixuan,Val,Kaamun,Ruiming and me..
went to tpy's long john to meet qiqi,fengyuan and jojo...had lunch with km,val,eunice,jojo,fengyuan,qiqi and rm..after tat..jojo went back to sch..fy went home,km went to amk to meet her mum,val,eunice and rm went to library..@_@amazing..when did ruiming start to go LIBRARY le..haha..*ai de mo li* huh..haha..could it be rabbit?or could it be xiao hua?hahaha...just joking...
went to buy contact lens together with qiqi,wanted to buy sch shoes but forgot...anyway..qiqi asked me to hug her bunny..so yeah..tis is my 2nd time for hugging such a HUGE soft toy and walk around le..haha..nvm..get to hug bunny..lolx...its now on her bed..two of her kids(bunny and sylvester) are standing on her bed now..haha..looks cute..the cutest thing is..bunny's ears are covering its eyes all the time..is it too shy to see us?ahahaha....
kkz..stop crapping le...hmm..wearing contact lens got kind of weird feelng..but i guess i will get used to it de ba..hee..have to go for check up tmr or the day after tmr...
hmm..heard tat my cousin said something to *Blacky*(mentioned abt him in my blog before..of coz.blacky is not his real name la) which made him sad or dont dare to talk to me ba..haiz..dunno wat is she thinking abt(not qiqi)...she asked blacky not to talk to me and affect me in study and blablabla...in fact..he didnt do anything...and two of us are just gd frenz..its a bit too much to say those things to him isnt it...haiz..dunno..confused..abt how am i goin to talk to him like nothing happens......argh...am i losing another true fren again......hope it wont happen.....*pray*
-_-...ok then..got to go to sch tmr...so..yuppy!!wan an frenz..take care and STAY CHEERFUL....NO depression,NO smoking,NO crying,NO lying...really sick of liars already..all those liars..stay away from me...for those true frenz..kick those liars away from me..hahahhaa...kkz..start to crap le..nitez...=)
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
lets welcome our new family member!BUGS BUNNY!!
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qiqi with her bugs bunny and sylvester
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Monday, November 07, 2005
cool???
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meihua,xianxian and cicillia..gosh...my cloth seems...#$%^&6
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tired..can u recognise who is he?its joel..gosh..u really believe?he's fengyuan la...
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FAKE...
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xianxian with her fav bugs bunny
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gals with xuanxuan(cute)
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yoz..have not been updating my bloggy for a few days le ba?only uploaded some new photos instead of adding any new post..
Did u all notice the advertisment of Xiao Yuan Superstar?i guess most of you did ba..hmmhmm..should i take part in it?haiz..its really hard for me to make my decision..i know its the gd chance for me, and my family(except for my dad, dun dare to ask him) supports me..but here the problem is..if i take part in it and IF i get into the 2nd audition, how am i going to ask my dad to buy a ticket for me to fly back for the 2nd audition?i guess he will say,"study is more important,don't think about such things at this age"..gosh..when i am imagine the scene, i started to scare le..
However, Mr Teo,Ms Ang,nainai,qiqi and some frenz advised me to gv it a try..let nature takes its course,at least i wont regret in e future..
haiz..if i did well for this exam,theres no reason for my dad to stop me from taking part in it,but the most "disgusted" result i got, kills everything..
that's my one and only dream, should i fulfil it?i really dunno..=(sobx...
*HELP!!
*for everyone who reads this post, can u all tell me how do u all think abt this?
leave a message at the tagboard,pls...^-^THANKS^-^
haiz..i guess i should go and sleep now..anyway,jojo got his new blog,he will tell u all the URL when he's ready to use it..take care everyone,STAY CHEERFUL ALWAYS and GOOD LUCK for all the friends who are taking O level^-^
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!
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does this look like the project superstar's poster?lolx..just joking
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xianxian and cicillia
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cicillia and xianxian
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
qiqi with xianxian and boxuan,junsheng,shuxuan
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qiqi with junsheng and boxuan
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qiqi with junsheng,boxuan and shuxuan
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qiqi with xiaoke
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zhihong with boxuan
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xianxian with boxuan 
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qiqi with boxuan
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xianxian with boxuan
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xianxian with shuxuan and qiqi
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hao jiemei..too bad tat km and eunice isnt here..
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xuanxuan,val and xianxian
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3 guys with their after-explosion-hairstyle
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yoz!!!
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Friday, November 04, 2005
woooohoooo...i'm back...phew..have been going out from e morning/afternoon until 9-11pm for these 3 days..buay tahan le..lolx..wanted to rest at home tmr..nopenope..its later..over 12am le..but qiqi asked me to go out and buy things with her..shes going to celebrate her birthday on sat may be...faints...1~2~3~ok..i am awake..dun need cpr(sorry frenz..i said this bcs theres someone who always want to gv me cpr when i said *faints*..tats terrible)
aha..lets talk abt today's sentosa trip ba..oh yeah before tat..happy birthday to Carling,Liying and Aaron Phua..hee..
they all met at 9.30am and went to sentosa..(its too early and me,as the laziest piggy in the world,of course will choose to sleep sleep sleep and go there later lo)..haha..yuppy..so..woke up ard 11 as yeye's message came..wanted to sleep again..but cant manage to do so..so climb up and on the laptop..lie down and wait for it to get ready..then went to janice's blog and read her bloggy(wanted to read it last night but was really tired)..after reading hers..went to the person she dislikes and read her post..2 of them are like "quarrelling" in their blogs..dotz..no comments..but from their posts..i can see tat someone has attitude problem..and proud in some ways..shall not say anything abt it since i dun have the right to gv comments..haha..
went out to meet jojo and xuanxuan at tpy mrt..wasnt late for this time...haha..clap clap clap for me..xuanxuan wears red..wohoo..1st time seeing him wearing red and spike his hair until it looks as if theres a bomb explosion on his head not long ago..haha..but well..it looks SUPER CUTE..xuanxuan..SUPER CUTE oh..haha..nice hairstyle...suan jojo all the way from toa payoh to Harbour front..lolx..saw yuesheng going home(should be darryl's home) on our way to the bus stop..the Q of people who are going to sentosa is like..gosh..so long..we've wait for the 3rd bus to come in order to get onto the bus..after reaching..the Q for buying tickets and yellow line were not tat long...*so lucky* hur?hahaha..2.30 to 4.10 then we reached there and found them..and jojo will be going home at 5..dotz...k la..didnt plan to play in the sea and Beyond carried xuanxuan all the way into the sea..minchang,kenneth,jojo and i decided to go to the top of e tower and take photos..so we went..on our way back(on the bridge)..a person brought along his dog dog and haha..u know..shuxian is afraid of dogs,cats and blablabla..so i stop there suddenly(the middle of the bridge) and pulled jojo to walk in front of me..haha..tat person saw me doing this..so he used his legs to keep his dog stop there and wait for me to go 1st..haha..thanks to him..kana teased by minchang for afraiding of a little dog..-_-...did nothing but chat with jianhui,yulun,jojo and kenneth they all as we are not goin to play in the sea..xuanxuan came up later on and haha..he's cute..jojo went home at 5..haiz..he just reached leh...isnt it funny..junquan came..his face..haiz..really got scars le..hopefully it will disappear soon..praying hard...*
anyway,went to have dinner with they all..ongxuan's shoes spoiled..cannot walk too fast..and zijian felt like scolding/punching ppl as he was really hungry..ahaha..so we went to plaza singapura for dinner as its nearer and harbour front does not have much places to have dinner at..but after eating..oh gosh..he bcm SUPER talkative and jason,xuanxuan,kenneth,minchang and i was like..listening to his lame jokes and *hehe haha hoho*..lol...after tat..jianhui and minchang these 2 gentleman sent me home..haha..thanks the two of u..its been months le..no one sent me home within these months..hahaha..thanks..really...
haha..bathe bathe bathe..and here i am..just finished bathing with my closing eyes,canoot stand it already..gtg...nitez frenz..take care ad take care...hee.=)
Shuxian flew into your heart at [12:50 AM]
zi lian-ing on my bed
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [12:23 AM]
zi lian-ing in the toilet
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [12:23 AM]
take la take la..sianz..
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Shuxian flew into your heart at [12:22 AM]
